Just fuck you. Go away.

[lwoodbloo]

I'm so pissed/sad right now. Woman from yesterday apparently has just found out that she wants to get back with her ex bf. When do you suppose she figured this out? and the way she put it...grrrr.

There's something I wasn't totally honest about. And
perhaps it doesn't matter because I don't quite know
what you're looking for here. I have an ex-boyfriend
that I'll most probably be getting back together
with...so I'm not looking for someone to date right
now. You're a really nice guy and I definitely enjoy
emailing! Shall we say friends?

We met through a personal ad. Come on, what do you suppose I was looking for? If I want a buddy, I can find a buddy. I can find friends. It's hard for me to find someone to date/flirt with/be intimate with. And it's not like I expected any of this right off. But for her NOT TO MENTION AT SOME POINT, 'HEY, GETTING BACK WITH BOYFRIEND, DON'T WANT SOMEONE TO DATE..." Give me a fucking break. Tell it to someone else. I feel like this was just a convenient way to blow me off. And that hurts. I think it's probably for the best though. It makes me realize that this is not the best way to meet someone who I'm going to want to spend lots of time with. I'm hungry. I've been kinda monitoring what i eat. I'm doing okay so far.

Sum up: The women I like I can't have. Par for the fucking course. I am fucking pebble beach at a pro am.

Comments

I am sorry,

[tufuie.livejournal.com]

I am sorry, man that is so stupid, I hate it when women act stupid it gives us smart ones a bad name. Don't worry you will find the right one someday, we all will. Keep your chin up ~Michelle~

[sweeney.livejournal.com]

A lot of women go fishing in personal ads even when they're still in a current relationship. I've had some friends run into this.

It doesn't make it suck less... but I can relate to where you're coming from. She probably had a dearth of power in her relationship and having hung out that line and had people contact her and email her (making her feel more worthy, etc.) she was ready to go back into the previous crappy relationship.

Your friend was right... fuck 'er.

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[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

Thanks, man. The support is MORE than appreciated. And I've got to say, this format is a great way to get those really nasty poisoned angry emotions out there. You're a scholar and a gentleman. And sweeney was a fuckin' great musical. :) Demon barber of fleet street.

Oh, and congrats on the job. Buddy of mine works for IBM as well. No complaints there.