I feel dumb

[lwoodbloo]

Y'see, I wrote some stories. And to be honest, they were fairly racy, raunchy stories. I'm feeling like I can express feelings, emotions, and actions a bit more freely lately. I feel liberated and confident in who I am and what I want. And since my medium lately has been the written word, that's where I've focused myself. And they're harmless stories. Just basically good bedroom romps. No fetishy stuff. No one getting raped or killed or anything like that, it doesn't turn me on, and I think it's really icky. And there are people out there that I like to share myself with. I think it's fun. And I like turning on my friends. No harm done, I think. And I'm an awful flirt. But I'm leading up to something here, really. I sent my friend a copy of the story. She's really cool. Totally comfortable talking with me about her life. And what a life! She's done lots of stuff I've only dreamed about. She's sexy as hell, open minded, and tells me everything. She's younger than me, but that really didn't seem to matter. Until I sent her one of my stories. That I had told her about already. Not necessarily the entire content of it, but that I was writing them. She pops on today, and I asked her what she thought. She told me that she thought it was disgusting and that I should have told her what it was about before I sent it. I really thought I had, and I apologized. I don't know if we'll ever talk again. I just didn't think there was any harm done. I am not ashamed of what I did. But I am kinda pissed that she reacted that way. All I did was WRITE about sex. What is the harm in that? I don't have any intentions on her virtue. *shakes head* I guess I was all high on what others had told me. I think I really didn't do anything wrong. There. I said it. I feel better now, too.

Comments

[tufuie.livejournal.com]

You didn't do anything wrong, I like your storys so don't worry about her, either she will come around or she won't :) till then you can always send me them lol..........Take care Michelle