First time's the hardest
Apr. 7th, 2002 11:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lwoodblooDamn, just break me in.
Shit happens to me, and I don't know what to do most of the time. Ever feel like there's someone up there and has slipped god a mickey, and whoever else it is, they are having some FUN up there!
So I met this girl awhile ago. I answered a personal (yes, for those of you who don't know, I do that. It's nice to get to see what people like before you see what they look like, ya dig? It makes me feel better. I am not a loser. Manny, stop calling me a loser, you bald bastard.) ad. We get on really well. Problem. She is the busiest person on god's green earth. I doubt she has time to eat, breathe, or shower. Although, I'm sure she does all three, she's a healthy young lady. She told me the other day that she couldn't lead me on anymore about us getting to see each other, that she had no idea when she would not be busy again, that i was special and that i deserved someone who had time to see me. It didn't upset me at the time, I was more mad than anything. But...I guess I feel it now. It's kind of rare that I find someone who I like who doesn't run in total fear of me. I can be kind of weird, kind of out there. I talk about things that other people don't think about. I like to do things that other people don't do. But. But I have a good life. A fun life. And a life I want to share with someone special. And nice. And interesting. And, to be honest, female.
Shit happens to me, and I don't know what to do most of the time. Ever feel like there's someone up there and has slipped god a mickey, and whoever else it is, they are having some FUN up there!
So I met this girl awhile ago. I answered a personal (yes, for those of you who don't know, I do that. It's nice to get to see what people like before you see what they look like, ya dig? It makes me feel better. I am not a loser. Manny, stop calling me a loser, you bald bastard.) ad. We get on really well. Problem. She is the busiest person on god's green earth. I doubt she has time to eat, breathe, or shower. Although, I'm sure she does all three, she's a healthy young lady. She told me the other day that she couldn't lead me on anymore about us getting to see each other, that she had no idea when she would not be busy again, that i was special and that i deserved someone who had time to see me. It didn't upset me at the time, I was more mad than anything. But...I guess I feel it now. It's kind of rare that I find someone who I like who doesn't run in total fear of me. I can be kind of weird, kind of out there. I talk about things that other people don't think about. I like to do things that other people don't do. But. But I have a good life. A fun life. And a life I want to share with someone special. And nice. And interesting. And, to be honest, female.
