lwoodbloo | The pied piper the heart and mind....nature without man, nature without man

Hoo boy have i misbehaved. I haven't posted for days and days, to which I could reply "I was sick!". But that really doesn't wash. I've had plenty of time to put some stuff out there. There's been a lot to talk about. I made a n ew friend. She's a lot of things. She's witty, and smart. I personally find what I know of her to be very very attractive. But then, I've always found brains to be very very sexy. Now, to actually HAVE some sex this year, that would be very good. I would approve of that. I also met someone a little...someone who scares me. I get depressed, that's totally true. But I've never got to the point where I got despondent, where I just want to end it all. Maybe it's not my nature to do so. Maybe I just don't think that way, maybe I'm not clinically depressed or suicidally depressed. But that's such an egotistical waste. So....grrrr. There's too much to do and say and experience. I think that we take too much shit for granted, that it will be better if we do x. Well, in this case, you're never gonna find out, are you?

I'm through with women for a bit. Just gonna quitsky for the weekend, no looking, no talking, no email, no chat. See how that goes.