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[lwoodbloo]

It's been a fucked up evening.

I don't know exactly what to say.

It's over, we ended it.

Neither of us ended up being happy, and I think this is for the best. We're both moving on. I hope we can remain friendly.

At a peak, I never felt as loved, as lusted after, as understood. I am better than I was two years ago. I am glad that we were together for as long as we were. If I regret anything it's not talking more about the things that were bothering me and listening better. And telling my mom to butt out more often.

In the end, I accept my role here. I'm sad and upset. It will take some time but I'll be okay.

I like you, folks I met through maureen. In real life as well as here. I would understand if you didn't want to talk to me anymore; you'll hear her side of the story and you'll make your own decision.

If you like talking to Maureen, keep talking to her. There's not going to be some "Team Matt" or "Team Maureen" thing happening.

More emo posts to come, I'm sure.

AMF.

Comments

[violetshade.livejournal.com]

*Hugs*

Good luck with it all, and I'm here if you need someone to vent to.

(Though isn't a violation of the Blogging Code of Conduct to not demand that everyone immediately choose sides and begin shunning the other side? You and your "reasonable responses" ;) )

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

yeah well. the lack of rancor will have to do.

[stacyinthecity.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Here if you need me.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

thanks stacy.

[dormando.livejournal.com]

Be well, matt.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

My best to you as well, D.

[songblaze.livejournal.com]

*hug*

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

*hugback*

[shydescending.livejournal.com]

<3

[acidcookiegirl.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[ladyjendifi.livejournal.com]

:(

Call if you want.

You two gave it your best shot, it seems like. I hope you both get what you need from this experience.

[piratehooker316.livejournal.com]

Aww, Matt, I'm sorry to hear about that. *big hugs!*

[phoenixsong]

*hug*

[dawnstar.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear that. :( I wish you a speedy healing process.

[cheshire23.livejournal.com]

I'm very sorry to hear it.

I'm around if you need anything. *squish*

[tritia.livejournal.com]

:(

I'm sorry to hear the news. I like you both.

[lite.livejournal.com]

OK... first a *BONK!*

Seriously, I don't know what happened between you and Maureen and never got to meet her, but your friends, your REAL friends, will stick with you regardless of whether or not you and Maureen could make it work or not. That's cause your friends like YOU!
Anyone that turns against you, probably never was a friend to begin with, really.

That said, I am very sorry to hear that things weren't working between Maureen and yourself and I hope that you can find happiness with your life, as is.

*hug*

[sisterred.livejournal.com]

*hugs* You and Maureen are both amazing people. I'm sorry things didn't work out between you two. You desreve nothing but happiness.

I'm here if you need to talk.

[twiggles9d.livejournal.com]

aw, if it makes you feel any better (not that you should change the way you feel), i ended up meeting my husband a few months after breaking up a long term relationship. on to bigger and better things! it'll take awhile to feel better, but you will be much better off. you've had a great experience, and learned a lot about yourself. that's very important!

[cthulu-king.livejournal.com]

Matt, I'm so sorry to hear the news. If you need anything you should know how to get a hold of me. If you feel the need to get away you know where I live :)

*hug*

[shipwrecked.livejournal.com]

*hug* Sorry I'm late with that.

Hey, you know how long Maureen and I have been friends. But I like you too and I hope the healing process isn't too painful. I'm sorry things didn't work out.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I appreciate you saying so.