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Apr. 17th, 2002 11:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lwoodblooWell, well, well.
Time for the daily bitchfest.
No, actually. I am going to be good. I will not bash the women I know. God knows, I do that enough. I'm going to be internal.
I am way too fucking sensitive for mine or anyone else's good. Why should I let anything someone else says get under my skin? Um. Well...I guess sometimes I doubt who I am. I doubt my own masculinity. I doubt how smart I am. I lack confidence at certain times, and because I lack that confidence, I let the opinions of others have an impact on my self esteem. Which is fuckin' nonsense. No matter how much I have fucked up in the past, it doesn't mean that I will do so in the future. And it doesn't make me a bad person to have done bad things. Wow. I wrote that, finally. Maybe I'll LISTEN to myself. :-) Let this be a milestone point, where I move forward and don't down myself quite as much
Time for the daily bitchfest.
No, actually. I am going to be good. I will not bash the women I know. God knows, I do that enough. I'm going to be internal.
I am way too fucking sensitive for mine or anyone else's good. Why should I let anything someone else says get under my skin? Um. Well...I guess sometimes I doubt who I am. I doubt my own masculinity. I doubt how smart I am. I lack confidence at certain times, and because I lack that confidence, I let the opinions of others have an impact on my self esteem. Which is fuckin' nonsense. No matter how much I have fucked up in the past, it doesn't mean that I will do so in the future. And it doesn't make me a bad person to have done bad things. Wow. I wrote that, finally. Maybe I'll LISTEN to myself. :-) Let this be a milestone point, where I move forward and don't down myself quite as much
