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[lwoodbloo]

Dear you,

I'm so angry at you right now I could kill someone.

So I'm sitting here, on payday, and I'm thisclose to being broke.

You, in essence, have probably $1000 of my money. Money I should have.

You say you want to get some things off your chest. Fine. Good. This is the SECOND time you've said this.

Now do something. Call me. Talk to me. Get rid of whatever it is. Because I've felt guilty since the DAY I moved. But that's probably not good enough for you. I don't understand what it is that you want/think you're going to get from me. Do you want me to cry? Prostrate myself? Not going to happen. I've lost my damned HAIR worrying about your ass.

But you don't even fucking care about it. Do you. You never called me, not even to bitch, not even to "Get stuff off your chest". I never should have paid ANY of the utilities after I left. I should have disconnected the phone. I should have done SOMETHING to make you understand how I feel.

I'm angry now.

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[phoenixsong]

Rar.

*hugs for you*

[lite.livejournal.com]

Man,

It is now time to beat you with a clue by four. Stop being the nice guy and bailing his ass out. It is not your responsibility to keep his sorry ass afloat, especially if you're making yourself broke in the process.

There's a fine line between being a nice person and being used and abused. You are being used. Get yourself out of that situation. Now.

[peterthesoso.livejournal.com]

Sorry for sticking my nose in when I don't know a lot of the details, but I've picked up a bit about this issue since you've referred to it off and on for a long time. And...lite sounds right to me here. Just my $0.02.

[phoenixsong]

Too true. It's been almost a year. He needs to get over himself and get it together instead of mooching off you.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

It's more rehashed anger. It's money that's gone already and that I probably will never see again.

[phoenixsong]

Ah. That I understand, seeing as someone accidentally drove my old car off the side of I-79 on the way to Pittsburgh and promised to pay me back. I'd have accepted partial payments (which he knew), or even some token, but because he supposedly never had the $300+ all at once (the way he said he wanted to pay it off), I never saw a penny of it.

Grrr. I've had to let go of my anger, but it still stings a bit when I do think about it.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

Especially on those days when you're short $$$$.

[zrealm.livejournal.com]

I'm around this weekend if you need help dragging a body to the Hudson...

[sevenzerosix.livejournal.com]

A well timed lunge with a spear could solve soooo much of that.

[brokensiren.livejournal.com]

I think he's at the top of my Must Die list now.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

If it's any consolation, your icon made me laugh.

[sattruckguy.livejournal.com]

ahhh. now what you said on the phone makes sense. well, if we need to hide a body, i know this quiet little spot in the catskills. hasn't been used since Hoffa went missing.