I hate this shit.

[lwoodbloo]

Preface: I am a big geek. This should come to no surprise to some of you. The anna and the kristen specifically. But the rest of you who don't know me so well, this may.

I was playing my regular thursday night dnd game, and my character died. And I just got home, I'm fuckin' pissed off....*sighs* It's such a small stupid thing. I've poked fun at people who get into moods when they lose characters like this all the time. Trust me, when you're a gamer, anything more lame than you gets punctured hardcore. But. But I'd kinda gotten into this character. It's kinda like doing a play with one character, and at an unspecified time, the director takes your character and kills him.

And I feel totally geeky and totally like i"m in junior high again. *sighs* God. I'm so close to quitting. So close to not doing this anymore.

I had this great post idea for tonite, and I've gone and ruined it. *sighs*

Comments

[doubtfulguest.livejournal.com]

I think you're being hard on yourself. At one point, I was really into DND, and I know that if any of my characters had been killed off, I would've been upset. I mean, you develop a history with your characters, and make investments in them, and when they die, that's naturally upsetting. Hope you're feeling better soon.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

*shrugs* Yeah, likely I am being hard on myself.

But in all honesty....it was exactly how i wanted it to end if it was going to.

You know...I don't have an email address for you. drop me a dime at lwoodbloo@hotmail.com

[tufuie.livejournal.com]

Well first of all if you feel like a geek cause you play D&D I am one too lol. I always get upset when I lose a character cause I work very hard coming up with a background and making the character that I can relate to. Its like a piece of me dieing. So don't be so hard on yourself, if more people in the game actually cared about what they were doing when they made the character the game would be more fun. I hope you have a good weekend. Talk to you later.......

yes you are

[(Anonymous)]

From the guy from queens you got into gaming, yes, you are a geek. but so am i. see you at ren faire, where all the cool geeks hang out. :)

love you anyway...

[merina888.livejournal.com]

You are a geek, but I love you anyway. We are all geeks to some extent, otherwise how in the world could we ever be friends? Knowing this, we love you just as much if not more when you are having a Geek-moment. I know you've tolerated me in some of my less than splendiferous (is that a word?) moments. You've even tried really hard to cheer me up when I've been on the downside of living. Be like the phoenix and come back more wonderful than ever!

[violetshade.livejournal.com]

aww *hugs*
I've been wrestling with that problem in the Shadowrun campaign... but hopefully you people are rather adept at avoiding death. it shouldn't be TOO deadly, as long as no one makes any stupid mistakes...