I'm a real bitter fucker, aren't I?

No one needed to read that last post. Really. I know it, I understand it. I've dealt (mostly) with my feelings. Me and the person who I talked to chatted (yeah, that's kinda like saying everest is a mountain) last night. In a lot of ways, I shouldn't have said anything. My feelings were hurt, and I lashed out a little bit. I'm not going to block her. I'm not going to lock her out of my life. I'm not going to stalk her either, not going to message her out of nowhere, not going to call her.

I'm gonna wrap up and post later. Like I posted a coupla days ago, it's hard to love someone when that someone loves someone else. Well, that's a paraphrase. But you get the idea. Good luck, kid. Be happy. I'll leave you alone to do so.