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Jul. 29th, 2004 10:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lwoodblooWow.
MY emotions are grandfather clock type pendulum swinging lately. :-(
I'm sorry when I was mean to people the other day when I was covering up for feeling depressed. Fuck. Y'all were just trying to help.
Y'know, I look at it, and I get all "I'm a man, can't let my emotions be all important, cos then I wouldn't be a man." And then when I let a little out, I try to put it back in the bottle before anyone notices and then I feel like I insult people who are trying to help me feel a little better.
MY emotions are grandfather clock type pendulum swinging lately. :-(
I'm sorry when I was mean to people the other day when I was covering up for feeling depressed. Fuck. Y'all were just trying to help.
Y'know, I look at it, and I get all "I'm a man, can't let my emotions be all important, cos then I wouldn't be a man." And then when I let a little out, I try to put it back in the bottle before anyone notices and then I feel like I insult people who are trying to help me feel a little better.
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Date: 2004-07-29 07:59 am (UTC)Give yourself a break. "Manly Men" who won't allow themselves to be emotional suck, anyway. Much better if you can at least say, "Yeah, this is bothering me," instead of pretending nothing's wrong when it's obvious something is up.
Emotional honesty == good, no matter who complains about it.
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Date: 2004-07-29 09:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-29 11:56 am (UTC)That stupid little voice won't go away. She's quieter now, at least, but still won't go away when I've nothing better to think about.
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Date: 2004-07-29 08:29 am (UTC)Also sayin': sorry I missed you on AIM. It was a night of running around and being onna phone. I appreciate your hellos, even if I can't always answer!
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Date: 2004-07-29 09:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-29 10:39 pm (UTC)MY emotions are grandfather clock type pendulum swinging lately. :-(
Very poetic... did you make that up?
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Date: 2004-07-30 02:44 pm (UTC)I know what you mean about the emotional pendulum lately... If it helps swing you back in the right direction, your comments really cheered me up today. It was just nice to know someone out there was reading...
::pets Matt absentmindedly while working::