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[lwoodbloo]

I think I sabotage my personal relationships. In fact I'm fairly sure I do. And i don't quite know why this is.

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[offbalance.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I'm don't believe this is true, but if you really feel its so, it's worth looking into, if only for your own piece of mind. I honestly believe it's probably much worse in your mind than it is in reality.

And also? I suffer from that sort of paranoia, and though I'm getting better, I usually walk around believing that everyone hates (or at least, really dislikes) me. It's from years of school drama, but it ain't so.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

Possibly. But the reunion this weekend really put a lot of things in my head.

I'm fairly sure that the latter isn't so. But then, I'm captain oblivious.

[tink-loves-bell.livejournal.com]

join the club, handsome. thankfully our friendship has yet to dissolve.

[phoenixsong]

Had a similar thought Friday. Basically, I feel like anything/anyone I've wanted badly enough, has either slipped through my fingers, been yanked away, or has been something I was somehow barred from in the first place. Therefore, I am afraid to admit I want anything too badly for fear I'll never get it.

It's a sucky way to live. It's probably not even entirely true. But it's been true enough times that I end up screwing myself over everything else.

*hugtight*

[scriptgirl.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm a lot like that too. I say we all get together at lwoodbloo's house, throw a party then sabotage it! (while playing the Beastie Boys song!) Okay, who's with me?

[galatea-world.livejournal.com]

Do you mean friendships? Or relationships? Because I think that you certainly don't sabotage enough to drive me away! (unless you want me driven away, then that is BAD! ;-))

[rosequartz1963.livejournal.com]

Do you see yourself doing it? Or only afterwards?
Not sure how one learns to undo this habit.
Hmmmm......
Good luck.
Maybe recognizing that you do this is a good step?

[kittenhasclaws.livejournal.com]

I relate. 100%. Sad but true.

[dirtbombsfan1.livejournal.com]

huh? who cares? I dig ya. not that I matter

[sattruckguy.livejournal.com]

for the same reason you can't believe a cute brunette is hitting on you at Mamma Mia's.... you're a better guy then you think. you spend too much time thinking 'i don't know why she like's me, i'm no good', when you're actually one of the best guys i know. *hops off soap box and heads back to satellite truck* I'll give you a shout when i'm home next week and i'll meet you in nyc for lunch. i can't wait for this fucking thing to be over.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

Yeah well...at that point I wasn't feeling too attractive, and the idea that...yeah, whatever. Doesn't matter now, does it?

My self esteem issues paralyze me.