lwoodbloo | Rant in a Minor

God, I'm in such a fuckin' mood now. Girls suck really bad right now, very specific individuals excluded. Sometimes there's nothing you can do. Nothing at all. Sometimes I wish I'd done something. Wish there was a reason. My friend Michele just said something really profound. Maybe the real world just takes precedence over the internet. She's right, and it makes it hurt a little less. But sometimes, you put the effort in, you reach out, adn you think that someone has reached back, and then....then they just pull their hand back. There's a closer hand, or a better hand, or one they've been waiting for since forever and ever. And you have to let it go. I'm trying. But it's fuckin' hard. It's hard to put the genie of my feelings back in the bottle. So for the moment, personage, fuck you. Fuck you, and I hope he treats you well. I hope he proposes and you get married, and you're happy. But delete the story. And forget about me. Please. However nice I made you feel, it's obvious at this point that he makes you feel better. So, I'm asking you to do this. And I wish you'd told me yourself instead of saying, "Look at my journal". That sucked. So yes. Fuck you. I apologize for this rant only by saying I'm a scorpio, and I'm entitled..

Fuck most of you,

Resnick

PS. Sorry for the profanity.

PPS. I was going to edit this. I was afraid of hurting someone else's feelings. It occurs to me that mine are hurt already. Jump Ball.