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[lwoodbloo]

So effing annoyed right now.
I am a flake, yet I hate flakiness.
Is she that not interested?
Or that busy?
Is she really sorry, or just relieved that I'm not pushing myself on her?
I'm sitting here with my goddamned chin in my goddamned hands
pissed off.

What about my plans? What about what I wanted to do? How fucking selfish am I? She has work to do...or is she fucking with me? Why do I always think women are fucking with me? Is it that amusing to see me scramble and abase myself because you have a fucking vagina? I refuse to. I will not. Can not.

RAR! MOTHERFUCKER!

I really wonder why I bother.

Comments

[getyouin.livejournal.com]

Not all women are fucking with you. I have pie today, no cookies, but you're welcome to it if you'd like.

[sisterred.livejournal.com]

No, not all women are fucking with you. Nor are we all playing games. I know I personally wouldn't want you to scramble or perform tricks. It's not necessary. You're wonderful just the way you are.

*hugs*

[helloalana]

...Did you ask her flat-out? Games can be bypassed with honesty.

-A-

[ntang.livejournal.com]

You sound like me a few weeks ago. Sigh.

Hope it turns out ok. And like someone else mentioned, when all else fails, just confront her directly, tell her what you're thinking/wondering, and ask her for the truth. She may lie to you, but at least you'll have done everything you can reasonably do.




Psst remember to ask your teacher tonight. ;)

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

OH! And all is well for ROTK

[ntang.livejournal.com]

Sweeeeeet... :)

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

*throws you some gang signs*

[sweet-november.livejournal.com]

I always think guys are fucking with me (as per our discussion last night). I'm sorry this happens to you too. *kiss on the cheek* <3

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

*kissback*

[sweet-november.livejournal.com]

:)

[opiateslopes.livejournal.com]

Only flakes hate flakiness. Everyone else writes it off as just another thing, like having a lot of money or looking like a supermodel.

[anandav.livejournal.com]

hello...saw you in geek fancy and I wondered if you knew of anyone(s) who might be good consultants in the area of Meso-American archeology/anthropology? I am doing some research for a feature film I am producing that involves ancient Aztec rites.

thanks in advance...

cheers!

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

Aztec, eh? Michael Coe at Yale might be your best bet. Who else.....Richard Calnek....is that his name? Shit. Um, I need to get the correct name. But a gent named calnek who taught in western new york would be really good with that. Ed Calnek, that's it.

*thinks*

get a copy of Bernal Diaz del Castillo's account and read it. Primary sources are sexy.

[anandav.livejournal.com]

baby, you're the greatest!

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

*kisses your cheek*

Yeah
I know. ;)

[anandav.livejournal.com]

modest too....!
(I like that in a sexy geek-boy..!)

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

I think you should add me.

Yeah.

Geeky girls make me want to....yeah.

[anandav.livejournal.com]

I just *did...*

Now write something that I can think about tomorrow in the editing lab, and I will be a happy film geekgrrl.....

ps: doesn't Jet's "are you gonna be my girl" sound alot like Iggy and the Stooges?

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

I'd need to get it. On the way.

[anandav.livejournal.com]

cool. let me know what you think. I like them, I think.

since you obviously like the Blues Bros movie, what is your opinion of "The Big Lebowski" by the Coen Bros?

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

They're all right. Give the Dirtbombs a try.

Actually, do you haev instant messaging? I'm on the names in my profile right now

[anandav.livejournal.com]

are you on yahoo IM?
I am real2realmusic there.

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

I'd need to get it. On the way.


Do you like pervy, geek, or both?

because I have something for you.

[anandav.livejournal.com]

i am more of a film student geek than a gaming or computer coding geek. but the pervy in me is quite strong...

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

I do pervy well. But don't tell.

[anandav.livejournal.com]

your secret's safe with me...!
so what was you were going to share with me?

[violetshade.livejournal.com]

*Gasp* Well, I never would have thought it of you!

[violetshade.livejournal.com]

Don't go! She's an Azzie spy!

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

*laughs till he cries*

STOPPIT!

[panthergirl5182.livejournal.com]

hmmm... and it always seems that men want me to hop through flaming hoops backwards and blindfolded with my arms bound... so maybe we all feel like that at times. *hugs*
it's dinner and a movie night, and after bruce almighty, i will be online and ready for... well... *winks*

[lwoodbloo.livejournal.com]

Take your time.

*kisses*

The Answer.

[sevenzerosix.livejournal.com]

Women play games.
Men Lie.

Please save the rhetoric about totally not fitting into these patterns, cause you, we all, do.

It's not intentional. It's not malicious. It just is.

Women do it because they FEEL like you have to live up to...whatever.
Men do it because... we need approval and the truth might break that.

As soon as you go through a few more of these, you'll be a liar too, we all are.

Re: The Answer.

[violetshade.livejournal.com]

Nah, I play games. It's one of those things that annoys the hell out of me about myself.

Re: The Answer.

[sevenzerosix.livejournal.com]

X-D