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Nov. 12th, 2003 10:27 pmI have trouble waiting to happen by warren zevon in my head.
Hour and a half till my birthday. 27 years on this planet. What have I accomplished? What have I done with my life? Will I be counted as a failure or a success?
I want too much. And it's showing lately. bad form, elwood.
If you get a chance, either comment or text message me. It's been a bad couple of days here. I don't really want to go into it, but it's echy.
Hour and a half till my birthday. 27 years on this planet. What have I accomplished? What have I done with my life? Will I be counted as a failure or a success?
I want too much. And it's showing lately. bad form, elwood.
If you get a chance, either comment or text message me. It's been a bad couple of days here. I don't really want to go into it, but it's echy.
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Date: 2003-11-12 07:18 pm (UTC)*Glomp* We still love you.
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Date: 2003-11-12 07:20 pm (UTC)you climbed right back into bed again
you typed this out (you didn't need a pen)
you might get better but you don't know when
and so you're gonna wait right there till then,
trouble waiting to happen.
dude. happy birthday. <3
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Date: 2003-11-12 07:26 pm (UTC)I know we've been out of touch until just recently, but in advance, happy birthday. Rock out. I'll try to send you a christmas gift or something when I get a chance, since there's no way I can make the birthdate ; )
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Date: 2003-11-12 07:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-12 07:28 pm (UTC)You just made my evening.
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Date: 2003-11-12 08:14 pm (UTC)And happy almost-27th birthday. I sometimes wish i was that age again. :)
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Date: 2003-11-12 07:46 pm (UTC)i hope things get better and that you enjoy your birthday.
<3
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Date: 2003-11-12 08:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-12 08:51 pm (UTC)Wooo hoooo. Have a great birthday !!!!
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Date: 2003-11-12 09:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-12 09:49 pm (UTC)The Bear
Date: 2003-11-12 10:30 pm (UTC)Sometimes the bear gets you... Sometimes its from behind. Maybe it makes minced meat out of your hamstrings and laying there prone your devoured alive. It hurts really fucking bad, so much that the pain chokes out your tears your about to cry. Hopeless and almost waiting to die, there can't be anything you can do, can there? Alone, in the woods, being eaten voraciously by a hungry 800lb bear with no remorse in your pleas; all because it needs a snack.
Suddenly you realize you have that trust booey knife. Unsheathed and at the ready and all you have to do is turn around on your own bloodied mangled legs and surprise it. Sure it has fangs, but you have 11" of detroit steele and you know how to use it.
It's crude, but someone once told this to me and it made me feel better.
You're 27 dude, you have experience and compasion. There's no reason on earth why you shouldn't love life. (No not even that.)
So now let me continue on my story...
You're laying there ready to take on that bear. Your legs and back are ripped to shreds, and just as your ready to strike...
I come charging through on a Browning equipped ATV, Danny's on grenades, and Jason's on Flame thrower duty. We've got a medi-kit if you need it... and we're here to haul your ass to a better day.
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Date: 2003-11-13 03:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-13 06:32 am (UTC)Sorry things have sucked it lately. :(
Long lists of great deeds and accomplishments pale next to a group of people who care about you. And you have that, which even if you could trade in for a fancy car or big-screen tv, you're smart enough to know that you wouldn't want to.
I will now stop channelling my mother. eeeek!.
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Date: 2003-11-13 06:35 am (UTC)It makes me laugh that you know that I like her. DO I talk about her too much....secretary......*drools*
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Date: 2003-11-13 06:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-13 07:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-13 07:15 am (UTC)(just kidding!! heh.)
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Date: 2003-11-13 07:16 am (UTC)Personally, I love the nose. Ethnic noses rock. Ski slope plastic surgery noses do NOT.
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Date: 2003-11-13 07:25 am (UTC)and word. So does having the courage to have messy hair, yet amazing taste in clothes. And a wonderfully wide-eyed, slightly self-effacing sense of humor. :)
wow. um..I'm back...
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Date: 2003-11-13 07:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-13 07:38 am (UTC)mustdoworknow.
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Date: 2003-11-13 07:46 am (UTC)Hope you discover useful answers
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Date: 2003-11-13 09:43 am (UTC)I hope you have a great day. :-) I am sorry you have had a bad week. :-(