Depression's got a hold of me, depression, I wanna break free....

Yeah, the mighty flag permeates my soul this evening. I want something of substance from this weekend. I'm going out for osmeone's birthday manana, which shouls be fun. Right? My coolie cool people from jersey are doing a thing, and those tend to work out fairly well. Then sunday I have baseball, and I'm also doing an outreach at rumsey playfield in central park, which should be a ton of fun. :) I can't wait. I love doing lifebeat stuff, I get to talk to people and be flirty without actually doing something. You can't beat that.

I'm not feeling so good about myself. I am my own worst critic. Sometimes, I feel like i really have failed at so many things that I just don't want to try anything else. :( sad innit? Just need to break the fuckin' cycle. Succeeding at somethign cool would help. I must do something excellent in front of her, such is the tao of steve.

Resnick